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Monday, March 30, 2009

Full Discography of Marilyn Manson

Marilyn Manson is a rock band based in Los Angeles, California. Advocates of nonconformity, and often utilising controversial imagery and lyrical content, the band is commonly described as shock rock. It is difficult to categorise the band, as it displays influences from many genres of hard rock, including industrial, heavy metal and glam rock. Each album thus far has had a distinct and individual sound, and the band and frontman endeavor to devise and use a unique image and aesthetic for each album’s era. The band was formed in 1989 in Fort Lauderdale, Florida as “Marilyn Manson & the Spooky Kids”. The band’s uniquely theatrical performances gathered a local cult following that subsequently developed into a worldwide fanbase. (more…)


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1994 - Portrait of an American Family

1995 - Smells Like Children (EP)

1996 - Antichrist Superstar


1997 - Remix and Repent

1998 - Mechanical Animals

1999 - The Last Tour On Earth

2000 - Holy Wood

2003 - Golden Age Of Grotesque

2004 - Lest We Forget


2007 - Eat Me, Drink Me

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Sunday, December 30, 2007

Last Hours

My intention to celebrate the New Years Eve in Subaya, Kintamani is about getting unstoppable. All the fact I found in the town become a nightmare, surely. I can’t imagine how crowded it would on the last hours approaching 2008. All the vehicles, all the people, all the polluted air and all that stressing noises. Oh…gosh I would never pick that kind of live. Who did?

This afternoon all my stuffs were packed and I am ready to get the hell out of the town. Cold airs, calm situation, chilling environments are waiting me up there. I wish anyone could be happy in town this evening. I wish anyone who stuck on the way could be happy as well. I put already the best thing I can get to celebrate these last hours with all of my good friends in Subaya.

So world, I wish you all the best start into 2008 and happy New Year.
Subaya…I am coming.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Mandi Hujan

I am not going to say “Hurray…, the rain is falling…” But I say “Hell yeah…the polluted water is fucking dropped!” Say your gratitude to Whom makes it fell and say your curse to whom makes it polluted. Been three days continuously rain didn’t stop. In the other part of this country might flooded already at some point and that’s pretty obvious. After the long hard bright hot sunny day shaking everybody’s throat the coming of this miracle heals the souls and put a disaster at the same time.

Rain in nowadays is absolute differ from the old days where it was pure plain water with no containing harmful substance caused by vehicle gas. Rain takes away whatever is floating in the sky and brings it down to the earth together; put an empty bucket and set it into the rain then you will see what I am talking about.

I was doing a little stupid thing three days ago. When I woke up in the morning the rain was falling for let say 2-3 hours and that’s what pushing me to wake up earlier. I said I love to be on the rain so I grab my pants and put it on and run down to the street. I enjoy every drop of rain that falls and try to follow the drips. I scoop the water in my hands up to my face and try to ignore everything about it; I just want to be on the rain. I ran along the street. The rain was so hard and I barely can open my eyes. On my way running all the people staring at me and probably they think I was stupid. I didn’t give any shit and keep running just like what Forest Gump did on movie.

I am not that energetic nor I am into any sport exercise, it’s just something else I always feel about the rain. That’s probably the last time I do that stupid thing, running into the rain. For now, I will only enjoy the rain with my guitar and cup of coffee. Any sweet girl wants to be my guitar?

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Monday, December 17, 2007

Below the sky

Was keep dreaming to have that beautiful landscape in Subaya installed somewhere in the middle of Denpasar, in front of this office would be great! I am not being bored watching 'Adek = anak depan kantor)' with that sexy 'kebaya' every afternoon, it's just something different driven me crazy and leading me into its deepest mystify of nature. What does strongly attract me is sitting easily in that old bench staring at the green hill hanging below the beautiful blue sky with the white magical haze covering. That's all!

In the weekdays lately business is on rush approaching to the end of the year till now but then I said I must go liberate my mind a little bit whatever it takes. No more bullshit forget who doesn't commit to join, we just straight driving and comb the shadow in the night to get our favorite contemplating place, Ipung house. I always want to go to this place, the place where I can feel the real rejuvenating moment some other way. I almost keep smiling along the way we drive. It's like when you are sentenced to have heaven to visit for free.

I am so ready to take my time there. In the night we arrive, I can listen to the trees singing blown by the wind. In the morning you will have that mystical hill stretched across the sea behind it. Simply have a seat in front of the house with a cup of coffee plus jazz music playing then you got the paradise set and ready to enjoy.

We were actually having some project plan in order to save the forest. We start to collect the data and information about the land which has damage population and dry soil. Take a picture, discuss it with village chief and create a project proposal for the government and (or) companies who care about the global warming issue. Our project is to plant new trees on the damaged land caused by illegal logging. Hopefully, there will be some help from anyone who commit to global warming issue.

Mas Ipung, one of our members on BOC (Bali Outbound Community) who lived there for ten years and knows well about the illegal logging activity and the only man who have a direct communication with the villagers makes it easier to get the project accomplished. In his house as well we always spend our time almost one time every month to visit for just having fun or do some projects like this. Such do two things as one.

In my personal opinion, I just don't want to lose such beautiful nature where we used to get chilled and rejuvenated caused by people who didn't understand about the impact of damaged forest. I want to have that paradise set available for thousand years from now on.

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Monday, November 26, 2007

Shrouded and Darkness

I remember one time a couple years ago a friend recommended to me this progressive metal albums. She really love this band and very much admiring their lyrics as she is a poetist. I said "I'll see if I can get the album here in Bali..." and I can't wait too long to feed my self with it so I crawl to any CD store to find them. All the places I went didnt give me a shit even blackmarket one. Opeth is a new subdivision of Scandinavian metal rooted who sells millions of copy from their first album Orchid to Ghost Reveries and is the greatest one from now on. Recently, I just found the albums somewhere (don't ask) and it's true, they're so fucking cool.

Considering to thousands of heavy metal websites and forums talk about Opeth, I found something awesome as I listen to almost all of their songs. Mikael Akerfeldt, one man who seems to be the mastermind, song writer and singer strongly depict this band true color. Their musical arrangement just genius. Mixtured of such of different shit and combined beautifully as a piece of sounding art. Forget all about new metal and lets get an advance topic in this issue.

One thing about Opeth and could be the lack out of common issues discussed is what I slightly different think about Fredrik Akesson the guitar player. I don't get what is he trying to kicks any other ways. His tunes are obviously beautiful but is way slow for progressive death he play. Some of riffs are expected to have a delicately speedy tapping or fingering technique and I barely find it. I believe it would be kicking if he at least put it in some of his interludes. It is out of about being exclusively different to have an average skill playing instruments while Opeth are stepping on a fame level. His tunes character shown to be a soul of Opeths' epic part and its successfully impressing till its raising into hard riffs and as Akerfeldt growls, I really wish he (Akesson) did something crazy with his guitar. Akerfeldt already did something with his accoustic guitar and its enough to make it sound like in heaven atmosphere so Akesson should be handle the evils sound, the brutal crazy fingering. Perfect! What do you say Akesson?

Angel, I should say my gratitude to you for being so inspiring giving me this Evil to me. I now realize why are you so much up into Opeth. When your grandma was passed, I have no idea if there is a thing to do between you and Opeth even when I read your poem till I got Deliverance and Damnation which is dedicated to Akerfeldt grandmother who died from a car accident during their recording.

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Nonton Konsernya She

It was so embarrassing and I don't believe it really happen to me...*lmao. I always hate pop and with chicks playing in a band, what do you expect from them? Nothing but crap! The other one is oh...gosh I think I am gonna shoot my head for just typing their name, so I better shut up. Their was 2 bands took a role on the event. Its just something else about one of them I am going to write down here.

Alrighty, I would say it was just because I feel had to attend this event otherwise somebody will get mad and kill me. Noviar, I know that he will never seriously spare a time to read my blogs so I put his name anyway. It was Hard Rock Radio Bali anniversary celebration held on Kamasutra last weekend. HR Radio Bali is one of our client and it could be the reason why did they invite us. One of their guy gave the invitation to Noviar. Yet Noviar promised to attend with all the team, whatta!

I really don't want to come and it will make him feel upset. He knew who I am with all my stuffs and it should be easy for me to work it out. The thing is, he had spit out the promises that is unfair to cancel it. I keep thinking up what should I tell him. Everyone seems to be so easy to get their own reason not to come. Ojie, he just simply say that Nita his girlfriend want him to come to her house on the same time. Antok, his wife want him just stay at home with her watching Oprah (and have sex maybe, secara mereka penganten baru...) and Didi got his role schedule shift at night so he completely free. Me, I wish I got something instead of metal mp3 playlists, long black hair and ridiculous ripped jeans.

I have no idea what to tell so I just get my self into it. The night has comes, Noviar picked me up and we go straight to Kuta. We were 6...no...no...no actually we're 5 and a half, yeah...I don't believe he took his little sister with him, Hemas. The other guys was Ricko, Pacul and Ia. As I had imagined, a crowded pop lovers, couple of teenagers, clubbers are mixed up with their fancy cars and strong perfume stabbing. Couldn't get more worse. The only thing that makes me feel okay was that the band members of 'She' are hot. At least that is what I heard about them. I'd never see them on TV or anywhere else.

This is the first time I see them and live. Their were couples of rock hits cover tracks they play and its awesome. I really don't up into their own songs *what am I...nuts?*so its kind of cool to get them played U2 for example. I like the vocalist. She got strenght, able to reach high pitch without losing the control. She is so fucking rock and so fucking hot! I will do anything to get her in my bed. Nah...it was a fucking joke! By the way, I don't like her hair style to be honest. Its reminds me to Dina Mariana, the oldies singer on 80's...*lmao*

I just try to understand or even find something to observe their musical skills. They're not bad actually and just something else to me. However, I prefer to chicks who play metal other than pop.

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Monday, October 29, 2007

Mystery of Dlundung (MKBI)

It was supposed to be a simple and save adventure and more like family picnic to me. What we had planned was just spend a couple of nights install a mini tent somewhere around the camp spot in Dlundung Waterfall district of Trawas west side of Mt. Penanggunan (1650 m, East Java) riffing a guitar, sing along...and get drunk of course. We were 4 young disturbed boys, tried to get rid off the boring home situation.

Mantri, the coolest guy among us. Not a big talker and he like to listen what people saying but when he says something it must be the funniest thing in the world. He play guitar more often than I do. Kliwir, aggressive good looking guy do stupid thing sometimes. What I remember about Kliwir since we're a small boy that he is not so energetic. I always beat him for sprint. Mantri and Kliwir are friends of my childhood. Bowo, he knows everything and is smarter than anyone of us. Live in my environment after he moved from Surabaya a year before we do this trip. He suffered some kind of long term complication. We spend bunch of time together at home till one night we decided to do something else. Go camping.
Day 1, an hour driving takes us to Dlundung waterfall. At the camp spot we install our tent just next to other camps belongs to high school students, not so good though. We feel ridiculous to be honest but when I start cook some instant noodles and cups of coffee everybody seems happy then. We drink alcohol because of freezing temperature, play a guitar under the strong moonlight get wild and enjoy the night.

Day 2, we decided to move for new place and try to get the hell out there. 3 hours walking, comb the bushes climb the hill takes us to the other waterfall. Guess what, we meet again those high school students with their trainer do some kind of stupid unification. We can hear they're screaming from hundreds of meters. The students were forced to stand right in the falling-spot waterfall. I can't believe it, we were tried to stay away from them and now after hours walking we still meet them there. Bowo and Kliwir were so ready to join the waterfall so they straight away take off their clothes and jump into the water. Mantri and I choose to wait the students leave and not so long one by one they're leaving and finally gone. Once again I make sure they are all disappeared then I can start do whatever I like. We are all enjoying the fresh cold waterfall and everybody is happy.

Around 1pm.
We got an extra energy and feel rejuvenated to continue seeking new shelter, 4 young men take a walk down the passage next to abyss and only fit for one person. Bowo, Kliwir, Mantri and I were the last person who leave waterfall.

There was something strange out there. Along the way we walked my mind keep telling me to look back. It’s like there’s something following behind. Slowly I turn my head back and got nothing, it was definitely my hallucination only. I try to remember who exactly the last person at the waterfall was and of course no one but me. This feeling keeps haunting me up on and on and I looked back again many times after all. I didn’t tell anyone about that even my self. I try to ignore it.

Less than an hour trekking, I catch a beautiful spot on the way. It was a green clean land about 5 meters height in top of us. I think it might be a good idea to install the tent up there and it is not so far from the source of water. I talk to anyone what I got in my mind and come up with the idea to climb that land. We start to going up climb the land and after 5, 6, 7 meters we have the land is cycling and is impossible to install a tent right there. Try to climb few meters higher hoping there’s a flat one so we can stop and start install the tent but we could not find it. Again, there is a better one I can see up there and this time I am pretty sure this is what we looking for, another 5 meters climb up and still we didn’t find a good one. This thing happened several times and we still have a chance to take pictures, do a little bit fun. 5 meters more, 6 meters more, 10 meters more and still we got nothing till we reach hundreds meters of height. I was shocked when I figured we’re so far away left our last passage down there and it’s like impossible to get back.

We stop climb and think. We have no idea what is in up there yet but then again we never want to get back down there, it’s too risky. All we can see is the deadly abyss just next to a very narrow alley down there that almost unseen from the top. We decide to keep climb and find another land to install the tent and try to find the new way home.

After a few meters more with empty-hand we climb, there is something bad happens. Bowo slipped and fell down. He was lucky there is a small tree he can hold immediately and survived but he lost his backpack that was just attached in his right arm. There is nothing we can do about that. We are all quite and watching his backpack rolling down the hill for seconds and disappeared. Mini stove, food, tent and the other stuffs was just gone, finished. We’re not going to get that backpack down there so we continue to climb. Now, we’re just completely lost and tired. We’re fucked up.

Around 3pm.
Finally we reach the top of the hill and there’s no fucking way to do anything up there. Bunch of mossy rocks is everywhere and we couldn’t get through without some proper equipment. We stop climb and pray. Rain is falling and we start to shiver. I can see the others face looks pale. Nothing is easy.

After 10 minutes silent, finally we decided to go back down. A plastic rope, we tie it into a big tree and stretch it down along the hill. We’re going to drop our self down through the rope. We doubled the rope just to make sure it is strong. Bowo go first, smoothly and seems works. I follow him 10 meters right after and I think we’re all going to be okay. Kliwir catch me up with guitar attached on his shoulder and he looks overwhelmed with his position. Bowo is about reaching the ground, the narrow alley where we used to walk. The last person is Mantri, he’s about waiting and watching Kliwir do something with his difficulties and suddenly something is up, shocking me off. Kliwir is falling down; his body was struggle with guitar still attached, he is trying to grab anything on the way he fall. His body was right in top of me and is about coming to me. I am panic, I prepare my self to catch him by stretching my leg so he can grab it but he was just passing by. I only can see him rolling down like a ball. I said to my self that he must be dead if he fell into the abyss after the narrow alley down there. Thank God his body stuck on the small tree just a few meters before he gets into the alley. I go down faster with my little prayer wondering he is just okay. I see blood is all over his body and he is just sitting silent. As soon I get him then I try to help and guide him to get the alley just another few meters down but he can’t even move his legs. Down there, I hear Bowo calling a help. So, I go down to find out what is going on and leave Kliwir sitting and bleeding up there.

I found the guitar with Bowo’s backpack stuck on the alley and its good tough but Bowo is collapse on the ground just next to the abyss and groaning. He got his complication relapsing and shivering badly. I cover him with double matt, mine and his but that’s seems not enough to keep him warm. He is in pain; I can hear his little prayer while he is groaning. Everything was just perfect. I got one is suffer from a serious complication down here; one is sitting and bleeding after fell down from hundreds of meter and another one I almost forgot, Mantri.

Around 5pm.
Mantri didn’t even make any movement. He seems never want to go down after he saw Kliwir falling. He is so scared to do anything wrong so he just standing still holding a tree hundreds of meter up there where I barely can see him. I yell to him and ask to go down here so we can get out of here but he barely can hear me even I scream louder with all energy left. I keep yelling up to convince that he will be okay if he just go carefully down through the rope but sound of the rain make us hard to communicate. Its getting late and we really should get out of there otherwise the dark will cover the alley. It takes a while to make him understand the situation till finally he starts moving. As Mantri start moving I keep trying to communicate to support his courage. Meantime, I ask Kliwir to come down as well but still he didn’t say anything and I got Bowo keep groaning. Mantri moves very slow and when he catches up Kliwir, he takes him down together. As they both coming I prepare anything to start walking and carry Bowo with me. I do anything to support my self and anyone of us.

On the way back to camp spot, we are all quite. No jokes, no talk, nothing. We should be very careful with our steps on that narrow alley.

Hours walking and I feel tired, shaky, starving and forgot the way back. Many times we get stuck if there is a deviation on the way. I pray to God to guide us through His land. Not so long after that something is up. There is a voice of azan, Muslim call to prayer echoing in distance and its coming from a small village not so far from a camp spot. Now we walk faster with the correct direction. Kliwir and Bowo start walking by them self .

On the camp spot we meet students’ trainer and he let us come into his tent. He lives alone there and his students already left that day. As we have a conversation he gives us a paper, a newspaper sheet and asks us to rip it into small pieces and stick it into our bleeding skin. We just realize there are so many leech stick all over our body. He feels sorry about what happen to us and with his kindness he makes us some Indomie noodles.
We spend the night on his tent. I feel sorry for having a bad thinking about him.

Day 3, we really missed our home since what happened to us up there. We decide to go home and forget everything.

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"I want you guys to keep it quite.
I don’t want anyone talk about it!!???"
-Kliwir-
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"There was an evil on you who control us up there…" -Mantri-
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"That was unforgettable shit we have up there and
I will tell my boy
the story one day..." -Bowo-

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